Blame it on me!

Dear Pinky..

howdy readers??hope doing fine..=)

it is the sign that i care about u all ok..hehe

first of all, Alhamdulillah, i just finished my second mid term for mass comm..

simple questions but confusing answers..haha, i just can pray that i can get the same marks as the first mid term..amin..

i have another 2 presentations and 2 assignments to be submitted on next week..

still under control...in other words, i still can manage my schedule even this weekends i busykan diri i dengan program2 PKPIM..moga dipermudahkan segalanya..

oh ya! guys, im applying majoring in arabic linguistics and minoring in bussiness admin..

pray for me ya..=)

"jiwa besar"

back to the topic..

"blame it on me"

actually, i really love the song that sang by akon..

have u ever heard the song??

this is some of the lyrics..

"if i can apologize for being wrong,

then its just a shame on me,

i'll be the reason for ur pain,

and u can put the blame on me"

so u can put the blame on me..

im easily feel guilty towards somethings..

so, if i did wrong, i easily "cuak"..

simple example; i cant skip class.

the simplest thing that *students usually do during their studies..*(kebanyakannya)

i never experienced this ok..

coz i feel guilty towards the lecturer..kesian kat dia tahu! =)

suddenly i become such a sweet and kind student..haha!

i pun tak tahu kenapa "benda" ni susah sangat nak buat..

people might answer this kan: SKEMA!

haha, i hate that word..bukan skema ok, tapi i tak nak ajar diri i macam tu..

time nak belajar, bukan result je kene cun tapi attitude kat kelas pun kene jaga kan??=p

err, sorry..i never mean to hurt u all..ini cara saya fikir..

urs are different kan?? i accept that..

act, teringin sangat nak ponteng kelas sekali..

TAPI tak pernah boleh..heh

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act, nak story pasal perangai manusia yang suka blame orang lain atau erti kata lain salahkan takdir ni.

orang melayu kita ni dari kecik dah diajar salahkan orang lain tahu??

tak percaya??hee

ade kat lagu bangau oh bangau tu!

"bangau oh bangau kenapa engkau kurus?

macam mana aku tak kurus, ikan tak mahu timbul.

ikan oh ikan kenapa engkau tak timbul?

macam mana aku tak timbul,

rumput panjang sangat.."

*sila sambung sendiri. i believe korang hafal kan lagu ni masa kecik2..hee

ok, ini sikap yang diajar dalam masyarakat kita without kita realizing it..

sedar tak lagu tu ajar kite semua ni salahkan orang lain?

when do something wrong, kita(including me) lebih senang nak salahkan orang lain atau benda lain rather than diri kita sendri kan??oh, sikap yang fana rase fana sendiri pun kadang-kadang buat(admit it!)..

susah nak ngaku kan sebab kita selalu fikir kita ni betul..hah!

before decide ape2, baik salahkan diri sendiri dulu..jangan duk fikir nak carik kesalahan orang lain je..salah sendiri dah tak nampak..bahaya tu! sebab tu perlunya thinking first!

just dont be hypocrite.

since manusia ni memang tak lepas dari buat salah, better kita berjaga-jaga kan?

berjaga-jaga dari terus buat the wrong mistakes..

since i pun nak jadi baik sikit, i have to ajak orang jadi baik juga..=)

p/s: TK1,TK2,team leader, fighting! i am tk3.haha!